Old dog in old habits..?

As I was heading out from the hotel I took a quick tour into the buffet and grabbed a piece of brie to go - huuuungry. And tonight it hit me. I'm not used to this. And I'm not talking about the cheese. I'm talking about not being in a relationship. Cause as I was about to exit the hotel doors I automatically stopped, turn around and waited until the clerk at the reception looks up from his paperwork before I say:

"I'm heading out for a bit so I'll see you later." as I waved goodbye and then left.

There's no need to say that the clerk looked more than puzzled by this sudden reveal of what is to him a totally unnecessary piece of information. And it was probably the glimpse of his startled facial expression that I saw briefly just as I turned my head that made me reflect over this at all. Oh well. Never mind. Tomorrow is a new day! I'll go for just "bye" then I think..

But on the other hand I might just keep on doing it. One day maybe I'll be talking to someone lonely and that someone might just think of it as something nice. :) Who knows?

And wouldn't that possibility just make it worth it, I wonder.

<3 /Å