Parent Pain..

Today Ebbe and I went together to my work Nordic Wellness and got to squeeze out the most time possible of this last day together for a week..


And in matching Nike windrunners! :)


Ebbe started out in the TRX..


But soon headed out to the playground with grandma while I worked.


Nice lunch today!


And then BAM. It was time. To say our goodbyes. And every single time my heart breaks all over. If there were to be oxygen masks they'd fall down.


No delivery in the world could make me happy on a day like this.


Nor comfort food.


Just trying to focus on the fact that Ebbe is fine. Of course missing his mom too from time to time, but all in all good. Healthy, clever, energetic and surrounded by people who love him. <3


So there. Everything's fine. :)

But still my heart takes forever to calm down. Still I sob like a child in my bed at least once a week. Still I wake up every day without him feeling a great void.

If I was in an animal I would be one of those dog moms who keep searching for their pups long long after they left the kennel. Irrational, desperate and neverending.

Nevereverending.

/Å

Ps. A dog mom is called a bitch, right? I didn't mean that. Although I probably would be.