Blank canvas..

Pfffft.. That must be about the sound I'm making right now. And by that I don't mean that there's anything wrong with my intestines but that I feel like a balloon that just gave up it's last bit of breath. Totally drained of energy but at the same time so incredibly filled with inspiration and gratefulness.

The Sh'Bam group I had the joy of spending time with this weekend really rocked my world. A group of people who litterally just opened up their minds and hearts to take on something new. And it's nothing less but a total privilige being the one to introduce them to the endorphinrushed liberating feeling of Sh'Bam! <3

So thank you all for the window of air in my right now so often clustered mindset trying to figure out how to get my life back on its feet. Thank you for making me laugh with the heart and smile in pride. Thank you for making it being worthwhile spending more than fifteen hours travelling this weekend. Thank you for being part of every day I can call this my job.

So next time there's a discussion about what things truly makes one happy in life I'd put it like this:

Yes, I too would rather cry in a Porsche than on a bike.
Yes, I too would rather have the option of choosing what I want instead of what I can afford.
Yes, I too would like to live wherever and however would suit me the best.
Yes, I too would appreciate the simplicity of many things in life that comes with wealth.

But that's not always quite the case in my everyday life. And for the nearest future I think I might be up for a challenge I might not have ever experienced before, being self-supporting with a child. But this is where mindset is everything.

I might wake up alone, but still in great company.
I might have to ride my bike, even in shitty wheather - but it will make me live longer.
I might have to spend less, but learn to value more.
I might not earn a lot, but I wake up loving what I do.

And all by freaking choice. Self-imposed. No-one to blame if I wake up one day feeling like shit for my scary decisions taken. How it feels? Terrifying. Absolutely terrifying.

Another day is another adventure. Wake up at good health and you owe universe gratitude for another great day. I don't know what life has in store for me. Who does? Just tag along for the ride and hope your stop is still a while away. Tabula rasa comes in many different shapes.

Get your crayons. /Å